Ahhh....finally back home alone in my cave. I mean my apartment. Its small and dark like a cave, especially since I only open the blinds for a few minutes each day. No I'm not a hermit, I just work nights remember? My yellow-green spider plant Harry can testify to that. He used to be a nice deep green color. When he was flourishing I used to talk to him when I was at home so he could have a carbon dioxide treat when I would breathe on him....Haaaaaii Haaaaaaaaarry. Maybe its not the lack of sunlight that is killing him, it could have been the garlic breath. Hmmm, I wonder. Anyway, like I was saying before, it is good to be home in my safe place. A man's home is his castle, and my apartment is my sanctuary. This is my place where I can shut out the cares of the world and just be. I can hear from God clearly in this atmosphere. No interruptions, no background noise, just the quiet, luxurious sound of peace. My fiance, Jay has the key to my castle and was here when I came home from work. He has been going through some challenges to his faith lately, and I'm just glad that he feels safe here. He has his own house, but he's been spending a lot of time at my place lately. Even though its nice to have him around, we aren't married yet, and I don't want him to get too used to being here. He goes home every night, but since I get off so late from work anyways, sometimes its late night early morning hours when he leaves. I wish that things were better for him right now in his eyes. His life is not as bad as he thinks it is. He has been there for me through so many of my challenges, I just don't feel like I have the grace he had to handle it. Its different when a man is facing a challenge, men seem to like to suffer in silence until they come up with a solution. But not us women. Just ask Chatty, I'm just teasing, Cindy. We like to talk it through when we are facing difficult circumstances. Well, for now I have to go to bed. But I fill you in on more of the details of what I mean later. For now, I'm just going to enjoy the peace and quiet.
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